A single dismal at-bat gives Brendan Ryan enough to chew on mentally after a game. Losing his starting position really feeds the beast.
The promotion of Brad Miller has put Ryan and his world-class defense on the Seattle Mariners’ bench. The problem for Ryan is simple – and lethal to hopes of additional playing time: he hasn’t been able to hit.
Ryan is hitting .196 after a .194 average in 2012. He will be used as a utility infielder now.
“I haven’t got the job done and this is the result of me not playing well enough,” Ryan said. “I don’t think I should be happy about it. I’m not happy about it, but I dug my own grave. I think everyone knows I’m capable of a lot more than this.”
Ryan then quickly moved into his thoughts on Miller, who took his spot.
“There are always people on your heels,” Ryan said. “I’m personally a fan of Brad Miller. I like the guy a lot. He’s an easy guy to like and root for. He’s earned the right to come up and get an opportunity. I’m going to do everything I can to help.
“That certainly doesn’t mean I’m not going to be ready for my next opportunity. Whatever comes my way, I’m going to be ready for it. I don’t think I’d be a competitor if I was just happy with the situation I made for myself.”
That situation is a direct result of a plummeting average during June. Ryan had himself straightened out in May, when he hit .274. Considering his Gold Glove-level defense, an average that high would be plenty to keep him in the lineup.
After Ryan hit .149 in April, June has also been abysmal. Ryan has hit just .162 with a .414 on-base-plus-slugging percentage (OPS). That finally pushed the Mariners into a change.
Another move may be in Ryan’s future. The non-waiver trade deadline is July 31. Asked if his benching makes him wonder if he will be traded or brought back – he’s a free agent at the end of the season – Ryan immediately said “absolutely.”
“You want to stay a starter as long as you can,” Ryan said. “I don’t know what’s going to happen. If things don’t go well, you have to figure there’s going to be some moving pieces. I’ve been very clear, I want to be a Mariner for the rest of my days. But, a lot of that has to do with me playing well and earning my spot. I think everyone knows about the defense, but you have to do something offensively to offset. Just not getting the job done offensively.”
Ryan watched from the dugout Friday after his demotion. It was an odd day for him. He was pleased with the win, although he wasn’t at shortstop for it.
“Personally, I’m not where I want to be (with his offensive production),” Ryan said. “You’re only going to have so much fun when you’re seeing someone else where you want to be. In no way am I bitter or anything. If I’m upset with anyone, I’m upset with myself. That should be understood.”
Ryan is upset to such a degree that it’s sticking with him even when he leaves the ballpark. That’s not unusual for Ryan, who is extremely hard on himself at all turns.
“Honestly, I never stop thinking about stuff,” Ryan said. “I kind of sit at home sick to my stomach all night. Wait, wonder and worry. I have to keep reminding myself … all I can do is be ready for the next opportunity.
“I didn’t expect to be in there (Saturday), but here we are. It’s another chance. Bottom line is you just want to win. You want to win and you want to play well.”
Ryan was 1-for-2 with a bloop double Saturday before being pinch hit for by Nick Franklin in the seventh inning. Franklin walked.
MICHAEL SAUNDERS DAY TO DAY
Michael Saunders was spiked Friday night when Cubs catcher Welington Castillo threw to third for a pick-off attempt during an intentional walk in the 10th. It was a crafty move by Castillo that almost worked. Mariners manager Eric Wedge said Saunders is day-to-day, but the damage to the middle finger of his right hand made him available only to pinch run Saturday.
Seattle sends right-hander Jeremy Bonderman (1-1, 3.30 ERA) to the mound vs. Chicago right-hander Edwin Jackson (3-9, 5.49) at 1:10 p.m. Sunday. The game will be broadcast on Root Sports and 710-AM.